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“God comfort you, my loving, large-souled Maggie. If every one else has misconceived you, remember that you have never been doubted by him whose heart recognized you ten years ago.
“Do not believe any one who says I am ill, because I am not seen out of doors. I have only had nervous headaches — no worse than I have sometimes had them before. But the overpowering heat inclines me to be perfectly quiescent in the daytime. I am strong enough to obey any word which shall tell me that I can serve you by word or deed.
“Yours to the last,
“Philip Wakem.”
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“O God, is there any happiness in love that could make me forget their pain?”
Chapter IV: Maggie and Lucy
By the end of the week Dr. Kenn had made up his mind that there was only one way in which he could secure to Maggie a suitable living at St,Moncler Sotiria. Ogg�
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